Changes

One huge change in my life this last week has been my Sherbie crossing the rainbow bridge.  I didn't realize that I would miss him so much. I look for him every time I pass the chair he loved to take a nap in and when I go into my room, he always followed me to see what I was going to do.  He is so much better off but my heart is broken.  Tabby has been searching every nook and cranny in the house for him, especially my bedroom.  I am also thankful that I have a daughter (Jennifer) who took care of things for me because I was in Charlotte when things went bad for Sherbie.  I'm sorry that was put on her but she came through like a trooper. 

I'm home packing the house and trying to get ready to move to Charlotte.  This Corona virus has left me with nothing to do but get things in order.  I'm finding things packed away that I am having a hard time parting with.  Then I look and think "what am I going to do with this" - so like today...I looked thru 2 totes of the kids baby clothes, pulled out a few items to put in their keepsake boxes and decided to donate the rest.  This move is driving home the point that this part of my life is over and I really don't know what to do with the next chapter.

Today is Mother's birthday.  Enough said. I think my mood is self explanatory.

Alachua county put everyone on "shelter in place".  This won't affect me much because I have no desire to go anywhere.  I will have to get out and grab a few groceries and chocolate :) but other than that..no.